My weird life

So....as I said I'm a high school girl, I used to be an introvert but now I belong to an quite popular group and have tons of friends...but I don't think they match my vibe tbh. I'm worried about exams more then my life wtf. I'm also pretty-much jealous of an girl...shes also a artist like me lol but I can say confidently that my art Is better than hers cuz her arts look like traced so anyways I thought she hated me too until she gifted me an anime poster typa card and I was flabbergasted cuz it was SOO random, after this we do talk but I stopped talking since mjy discord got deleted but anyways I was flustered too considered that she was suppose to be my rival....but she's rrly short ew even if I were gay I would at least fall for someone taller....but in future off we'd get tall and she probably also so wtever....