My Soulmate

If you ever see this I love you so much darling and idk if its too much for me to be calling you my soulmate in the title but... you are, and you are my everything and I hope are together till we die. You have helped me in more ways than you can even think of, and even though we are on a call right now while I type this, I still think it is more fitting to type this over text because of how sensitive this is to me.... I honestly believe I would've killed myself if I had never met you, I deeply hated my life, I hated myself, I hated everyone, I hated my body, I hated all the people that betrayed my love.... I hated everything, everyone, & myself with a really bad passion. But it kinda all changed once I met you, and I didn't even realize it until a little bit ago when I was thinking about how we met, and in that very moment as I sat in my bed and cried myself to sleep, I realized you saved my life, you are like my guardian angel I didn't even know I needed. So I just wanted to say that you are amazing and I really appreciate all you do for me, and sometimes, actually a lot of times I feel like I don't deserve the love that you show me but every time without fail you show me that I do deserve it and I do deserve to be happy. And even though all of this is really sensitive to me I still think you deserve to hear this, I Love You Devin & thank you for everything, idk if I'm just not used to being loved, at all or if your love is truly special, but I like to believe that it is truly special or it is to me at least, I Love You<3

P.S I think if you don't see this I will eventually send it to you.... my love.