leaving my school that's litterally and metaphorically falling apart (yipee!)

there's 60 people in the whole school including 4 age ranges. It's turning into a speciality needs school; they're accepting in the biggest pathologies and punishing the normal people for not letting themselves get bullied and m0lest3d by them. The tuition is so high so that anyone can pass through the year no matter the grades. Mold grows in the corners, we don't have books, we don't have working laptops, we don't even have the legal Office programs.

Smiling is silently prohibited, every student declines trips, school dances, and they even tried to cancel the prom.

I understand that some people might need very specific conditions of learning and they can't function in the society, and I'm sorry for them, geniuely, but I'm not one of them. Just because people are visually impaired doesn't mean I gotta learn braille, we just belong in two different learning programs.

We have broken desks, chipped toilets, holes in walls the size of a head, no hand towels, no working lockers, toilets often come without upper desks.

I lowkey carry this school tbh, I have one of the best GPAs and every teacher likes me and like people worry if I miss a week, but none of them care enough, or are socially able enough to befriend me.

Wasted 3 years here, nothing holding me back anymore. Tired of being underappreciated, tired of trying to carry my class, tired of organizing school dances only for 3 people to come to them and complain. I don't owe y'all nothing, and I did nothing in life to deserve suffering my already terrible and half bedridden teenagehood like this. Can't wait to leave this shit forever in 2 weeks. 

I'm a bit scared but it litterally can't be worse I think. :).

(don't pretend you'll ever forget bout me, don't pretend you'll ever forget bout meeyeyewyeyeeeeyyyy)