dreams

so that your time isnt wasted this ISNT dreamcore or anything cool like that, im just going to talk about a dream thats been appearing infrequently since the start of this year so i can get it off my chest. 

so, since the start of this year, ill sometimes get this dream and itll be different every time but it was always the same formula. im just kind of existing and then out of nowhere this person i used to know would find their way into my dream and it would just be me talking to them for a moment before realising its a dream and promptly waking up.

it made me sad every time i woke up and a funny little side effect of this would end up being that id wake early hours ONLY when i have this specific formula of dream. the theme and setting could be different but it was overall the same thing. the times i recall it was a sort of wizard school (im not actually into harry potter lol) and they were also a student there for some reason and the other time was just me scrolling through a phone and suddenly im calling them. 

those are just two examples but ive been having these kinds of dreams for a while and its beginning to drive me CRAZY because of how id end up because of the fact im up real early and it's a miserable time. 

ok uhhh bye bye see you when i get my learners licence! ! !!