ick list

the internet recommends making a list of ‘icks’ and ‘ews’ to help you get over someone. it helps you take someone off a pedestal you created for them mentally. so, let’s try…

she:

-rage quit over me winning minigames on a kid’s game

-has had a tendency to stalk folks online, including a stranger she liked the art of. she spoke of him 24/7 to the point of it agitating me to no end

-doesn’t wash her work jeans, does alot of moving in said jeans because she is a hostess— yuck!

-leaves like six cups in her room at once regularly 

-spoiled only child

-treated me like i was sooo much younger than her when she turned 18 despite me being only a month younger

-holds grudges. intensely 

-has two rooms in the same house, one is unkempt and dirty and full of random sh*t she doesn’t need let alone clean up, although the room she sleeps in isnt so grear either!

-was friends with a radfem who ended up being predatory, despite showing dozens of red flags regularly 

if i think of more maybe i’ll comment/edit it in. i’m sure there's more. ugh! i cannot WAIT to get over this, it’s killing me. i think of mrs slovenly all the time still, think about her so much i almost hate her. part of me still loves her. maybe. i intend on killing that part of me.

    —ouroboros.