him

sorry i haven't been active. i hate the aspect of having a crush where you try and get over them but for some reason thats when you most think about them. I swear. My crush dosent like me back and yes that's okay yes im not bothered and yes im jealous and sad but thats natural but why am i constantly thinking about him it wasnt this intense when i wasnt trying to get over him. He was sat w a girl in a field and i was jealous but i know i need to accept yhe fact he likes someone else but why cant i om this dude has got me fuckedddd