day 22, week 3

hey this is a day late, but its fine i had a lot happen!! final exams started i definitely failed my german one but oh well not taking it again anyway lmao. the week was pretty chill besides getting a cold and my period at the same time (someone’s out there praying on my downfall), but then there was thursday. i found out my friend told me like a really serious lie about someone and i have no clue why they would even lie about that, this guy who literally abused my friend got with someone and when we told her she ignored it. i feel really bad i don’t want her to get hurt, but if she chooses to ignore it i’m not sure what else i can do. i know it wont end up well though her last relationship was with basically a groomer so yeah. and honestly probably the least insane of it all my ex randomly sent me a reel on insta. i honestly think they were just trying to be friendly, but it’s so confusing to me because first they were talking about how they basically can’t deal with me anymore, but now suddenly they’re being all nice, it just confuses me. i can feel myself slowly drifting away from them though like the thought of never being their friend doesn’t bother me as much anymore. of course i’m not gonna sit here and be like “yeah i’ve moved on completely” cause obviously i haven’t, but i’m feeling better. this weekend though was really fun!! i went over to my friends house to celebrate her brother’s birthday. her family and friends are all really nice and we got to play games and stuff. and then there was sunday bro and oh my god sunday was so much fun. i was so happy and excited to the point my pupils dilated which i don’t think has happened to me before. i went to this hardcore show with my two friends and like yeah obviously it was hype ash the bands were all amazing everyone was chill. but this guy that i’ve thought was the coolest person forever now literally noticed me and my friend, more my friend than me because he walked up to her, but like still he in some way noticed me, he’s actually so cool i was happy for her and me. then i got a signed cd from the one band that i really like (run w scissors). i actually went to elementary school with the bassist which is pretty cool. so yeah sunday was really fun i’m still so happy from it lmao. it was an interesting week but i feel a lot better and school is over in 2 days, sadly i have final exams though.