cringe teen socializes + pics

Hi spacehey ppl :P

Guess where i went guyz... i went OUTSIDE!! yea i know crazy lol. We will get to that in a second tho hold on...

(disclaimer: Topics of weed and alcohol. We are all of legal age for drinking and smoking. Do not drink or smoke illegally or irresponsibly.)

Ok, so, firstly, i currently have a bunch of days off school back to back, including today, and have been doing mostly nothing. A little bit of studying here and there for my up-coming exam and presentation on the 4th and 12th. But mostly just staying at home w my bf, helping him organize his art commissions, watching him draw, occasionally drawing myself, eating good food while watching cartoons etc. I also started my period on thursday (which was early but ig it worked better for my plans) and was suffering from cramps and nausea :(

The most we did before said party was go out shopping to get stuff for my friend´s gift, hair dye and also i impulsively bought yet another body mist... whoops :P i just like smelling sweet and sugary lol 𐔌՞꜆. ̫.꜀՞𐦯

Anyway, so nothing much different than my usual routine up until saturday. We dyed our hair last minute, diy´ed my friends gift, slept way too late, got ready in a hurry, got a little lost on the way there and finally made it to the bday party around 4.30pm!

My bf and i are both very anxious and kinda shit at socializing (which is why we´re always at home lol) so being invited to a bday party was kinda terrifying to us. Lucky for me this was a pretty close/old friend and i knew some of the other ppl invited too. So it couldn´t be THAT awkward... right? Well when we first got there it definitely was but after everyone introduced themselves and we actually started chatting, it started to get less and less awkward.

The party took place at a big open park, kind of like a picnic. Everyone brought drinks/alcohol and my friend had organized snacks and a couple games. We talked about lps, music, fursonas, pokemon cards, caught up on each others lives etc. It was nice seeing them again since i dont go out that often. And i was also so happy to talk about games and collectible figures and make some new friends too. Maybe i need to go outside more.... ssh whatevs it´s fiinneee

We also gave the birthday gift to my friend, which i was very proud of lol. It was a grinder with a hand-sculpted/painted sonic head from clay! Honestly i was worried we wouldn´t find a grinder the right size and color but it was much easier than i thought lol. Neither of us smoke so we just assumed the corner shop would probably have them but we weren´t sure TwT but the gift turned out so perfect, sonic looked fucking amazing. PLUS someone else had gifted him a huge portrait of high sonic too and the gifts looked so perfect together

The only issue we faced was when we had to go on a mission to find a clean bathroom while already pretty tipsy but some tattoo shop let us in to use the facilities and it all worked out pretty well :P

My fave part was definitely later into the night when i got control over the music player and queued a bunch of paramore songs. Those of us who knew the lyrics gathered on a corner of the picnic blanket and sang every single word. I think someone took pictures with a digicam during but i have no idea where the camera is or who it belongs to and no one has sent the pics to the gc yet so uuhhh... that still remains a mystery lol. I only have some pics my bf took but most arent the best quality or angle lol. Still i edited them to have a camera frame and and am putting them below :P

Oh and also i got the spacehey account of my friends bf while there which also was very nice. I wanna connect over love of spacehey with more of my irl friends but not many know of it :(

Well we eventually left before it got too late and said our goodbyes and got home. Here´s where some weird shit happened tho: My arm started to ache and cramp? This has happened once before last summer when i drank too much in not very ideal conditions (hot weather, on a boat, little sleep) and i had gotten pretty sick after too. I don´t drink often or a lot, my tolerance is relatively high too and i only tipsy this time so im not sure where the arm hurting came from? Google says alcoholics develop neuropathy blabla but, again, i do not drink often and dont get shitfaced drunk when i do. I´ll definitely be more careful now tho bc that was PAINFUL and lasted like all night and the day after.

Overall we had a very good time, made some new friends and touched grass. 10/10 experience :3

I wish i had more to write about these days but i honestly really am not doing much at all and even with another long weekend coming up, i´ll be spending those 4 days at the library doing my presentation and nothing interesting. Maybe i will post about the library or something... It IS a very pretty and old building. VERY big too. i go there for the aesthetics lol it helps me romanticize studying more

Anyway thats all for now, here are the pics!

this is the grinder (featuring my bfs hand), sonic looks great for being made of clay :O