im scared

of my neighbor he is overly friendly too soon i dont know his name i am curious and letting it happen bc im super sus lord the first time i met him he was yelling at my mom for parking in "his spot". 

it wasn't his spot

=it was my spot.period

he said the landlord of both of these places was a young guy who he's friends with who is "super cool" and let him paint the place. he said he got some type of subsided housing. i wonder if he's squatting. the homeowner/landlord knocked on my door yesterday. the second door at the top of the steps. i said who is it and he said the owner of this house. i wonder if he knows how to open a lockbox and grabbed the key inside, made a copy of the key, then put the original back. idk. he said he was homeless before this. he said he had a neck surgery and cant lift more than 25 pounds,  but the car accident he was in that caused it was 7 years ago and he just got the surgery. hmmmmmmmm. but youre tryna fuck? i told you i weigh 94 pounds. that's nearly two times the amount of weight youre allowed to bear. 

hmmmmmmmmmm.

he encouraged me to share his wifi within the first two days of meeting and being neighbors. he's the one directly in my building to the left of me if im sitting outside on my steps. i checked all of the locks to my windows i think. maybe not the front im so tired something is better than nothing. the back two windows do not lock. i need to make sure i text the landlord. 

he says he's looking for a wife, but i have a feeling he's saying he's looking for a young hot thottie to cook him food and suck his dick. not me bitch. there is only one person i will cook and clean for and he lives in philadelphia pennsylvania. ily bitch i miss u. im scared and i wish u were here. i baracaided myself in the best i could but i wish u were here to protect me. i feel so much safer with you around. i love you. you save me from my nightmares xx

rawer'

today i made my mom and me pasta for dinner i used those tomatoes on the vine and roma tomatoes, garlic, red onions, premade some type of wine sauce chicken thighs, then the mozzarella balls that are soaked in oil. how'd he know that someone texted me mike

and ikes i told ty is that hippa

i miss you'

really want to kiss you

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