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As of recent I've started noticing how lonely I truly am.
Considering I only have one (human) friend I find it a bit of a shame how I don't have another or more people to talk and spend time with. Obviously I love my best friend but I wish that both of us had more people to be friends with.
It'd be really nice to have more people to talk to about my interests and worries. Though, unfortunately for me I'm awfully picky. And I'm also scared of getting too close to people since I get attached really easily. Like incredibly attached.
I hate loud people, I only really enjoy people who are quiet (such as I), creative people who aren't afraid to express themselves, people who love plushies (obviously), I could go on about what my perfect friend/partner would be like.
Another thing. Romance. I am a VERY mixed bag when it comes to romance. One moment I'm revolted by the idea of it and the next it's all I want. Why me. I'm not sure if I really want someone. What if I don't truly love them? What if they don't truly love me? Are they good enough for me? Are they who I want? One moment I'm aroace, the next I'm not.
I think I might just want affection in all honesty. And I think I'd prefer to wait into well further into the future for that sort of thing to happen. Wait for the right person to show up. Who knows, it might, it might not. I'm fine either way.
Would be nice if said "perfect" person appeared out of no where though wink wink
No but in all seriousness I think future me can deal with that.
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Mr. R_Minx
Hello there, stranger!! Yeah, I feel you /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~ I used to have only 1 or few, but as time goes by, you'll be able to meet new people!! And closure? Don't worry, it's normal and if you're thinking about you being attached easily? Then you're not alone in this, it can be really scary to be attached to someone instantly and afraid that something might happen in the future o(TヘTo) So don't push yourself and think about it too much, y'know? Enjoy the time you're having with them in the present and cherish that moment!! I also like to hang around with quiet people
!! It's pretty calming. Even I'm loud myself O(∩_∩)O
Romance? Yeah, it's actually complicated to other people (。_。) Take your time to understand yourself first!! It'll be nice to know yourself on what you want and need in your life (￣y▽￣)╭ Ohohoho..... Well, have a good day/night, stranger!!
Aww, thank you. I really appreciate it!
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