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thrift haul from friday!! 05.30.2025

theres photos of the items by themself and then after the clothes on my person!!!

heres a little blog about my day before i put in the items!!

sooo.. i probably should have posted this ON friday or saturday but just let me procrastinateee.. anyways i half cleaned my room, meaning i sorted clothes and picked up stuff off the floor plus sorted through garbage. you might ask, "cam why are you sorting garbage??" well hoarding runs in the family, meaning i keep EVERYTHING, actual trash T_T thank you junk journaling for saving me. i keep everything in a paper bag named "junk" because theres a difference between junk and garbage in my mind. so i went through things that are keepable, like tags, receipts, candy wrappers, little notes and pieces of packaging. food wrappings and gross pieces of paper were put in the trash.

thanks so much to "biggest willy" for coming with me!! had so much fun and totally would do it again. I went to sally annes (salvation army, if your not weird) and usually i dont find ANYTHINNGG but somehow i found 2 pairs of shorts and a cute button up!! (keeping his real name anonymous cuz hes sleeping and i dont have the energy to ask him about putting him in my blog, so say hello to friend)

i went to a different thrift store and didnt look very well so i didnt find anything, i wasnt really feeling the store but i feel like i would if i was in the mood to thrift, i wasnt in a thrify mood that day so nothing from the second store! friend found a cute spoon though, the worker was SO nice and talked to us about the the comic store down the road then tried to show us a cool spoon but it was bought </3 thanks to the employee for being the actually kindliness soul ever, i genuinely think she was one of the nicest thrift workers ive ever met. literally so sweet

afterrr we went to the comic store she mentioned, there are 2 down the road from the thrift, one is SO cute but the people working kindaaa scare me just because they are a little rude about bags and because everything in the store is vintage i get nervous about breaking stuff. they have SOO many comics, like soooooo many its actually crazy. we looked through all the stuff and left, not buying anything out of pure laziness cuz there were literally bins upon bins of 2 dollar comics and a bunch of sorted ones and a hugeee wall of those super rare ones. i <3 comics. looked around through daredevil, spiderman, xmen, deadpool and punisher comics. friend found a few doom comics and got wayyy excited

next storeee!! so next store was literally just down the road in a little alleyway. for the longest time i didnt even know it existed, the front door is soooo fucking heavy and it just seems like its supposed to be a door your not supposed to open ngl. like those doors at the back of fast food places the employees come out of to throw trash out. like its literally behind the building. anyways we looked around, sadly their comics were all drained out because i think they went to comic con so their stalk is wayy down. big sad. still found cool ones though. i cant stop thinking about this comic i found there, i only saw the cover but its so freaking funny

literally laughed my ass off when i found this istg. hes so hot

mostly we looked around the figures they had and pointed at the ugly ones and said "it looks like you" for example, those 90s troll dolls or lord farquad.

after i wanted to try on my clothes and what was the most logical thing to do? definitely not go back to the thrift store that had changing rooms, no no, change behind a dumpster RIGHT NEXT to the thrift store. sigghhhhhh. i didnt wanna use the change rooms cuz i was embarrassed, people could see me from the street btw :C shout out to friend for helping decide if the clothes were nice.

we walked around and did like nothing and then sat on a bench till we decided to go to the consignment shop down the road.. 20 minutes before close (my bad guys i didnt read the closing signs) i bought some epic pants, i found lucky you jeans but sadly they were so fucking ugly. dont buy clothes for the brand guys, yes they had the cute zip down "lucky you" on them but also they cut off ABOVE the ankle (literally ew) and they were an awkward waist lenght. also they were straight leg?? um who do you think i am >:C i ended up on bootcut jeans, which i only really wear flairs so a bit of a change up, they are the most boot cutted jeans i own if you get my swag. almost makes me want to buy boots and surrender to my albertan roots of redneck racist cowboy lmao (just jokes) but lowkey making me feel like going to the stampede in boots and sick cowboy hat. fit for tmr is lowkey giving that without the hat and boots, but yall will just have to find out ;3

now thats the end of the shopping from there, all we really did after that was walk around and sweat off our balls, summer is hitting me like a boulder of juicy meatball, if you catch my drift. weird metaphor but only real ones get it. we mostly planned for how the next hang out will look, no spoilers guys <3 after we hung out in a grass patch was was just in an alleyway and i dont even wanna talk about how awkward that was. ummmm.. me and him hang out in silence all the time but usually theres noise, it was DEAD silent. so embarrassing, also my hip kept cramping so it was hard as fuck to put my shoes on, thanks hip. i would get him to help me but he cant tie shoe laces (like an idiot, if you see this friend, count your days).

so without further adoooo.... let me reveal the items!!! eeeee im so excited

meet the epic pants i bought..!! also guess who forgot to talk about the consignment store.. this guy!! oops um. anyways i tried on 3 pairs of pants (these ones being one of them). so pants one, lucky you, fucking sucked boooo. pants two, kinda boring, fit okayyy but still soooo boring, like they were low rise but i also own like basically the same pair in a cuter fashion so. i own like a billion pants of this style yet somehow i just love them. get me a life please. i also tried on a dress and friend said i looked good in it and i told him from the beginning i wasnt gonna buy it, i was kinda panicking having it on cuz it was this denim strapless micro dress and oh myyy. it was so cute but it had too many flaws. one was that i dont exactly have the requirements (cleavage) needed to wear a dress like that, she was about to slip all the way down i swear. also it was too big in my chest area. also just too big in general. saddest part is it fit my hips perfectly but it was sooo big on the waist and chest area. cries. also skirt was a bit boxy and stuck out weird. also!! no place to wear it. so thats the end of the dress </3 so cute, it had lace around the top ugh.

yes upon first glance you might think, why they fuck would you buy those?? well listen guys it was mostly impulsive but also freaking look at the back. its short in the front and has extra length in the back. their literally perfect dude. cuz usually with shorts that length, your whole ass is out or the front is too long and awkward so yayyy. pattern may be weird but they are so cute on your person i swear. also look at the pocketsss soooooo cute + their low rise (my freaking kryptonite) love love love.

these are cute, but also at the same time such an awkward lengthhhh. but also like thats cute in itself you know, looks so cute right here but kinda strange on my figure. love love the inside stripes theyre so cute (also i just realized now ive been using their instead of theyre so dont attack me for bad grammar i dont proof read these) learning to love these shorts but im sure i will after i style them well cuz they have so much potential.

this top is soo freaking cute for the summer, its giving spring farmers market and im sooo here for it. issuee.. its a bit big :/ sad sad, i usally wear small or a medium in these kind of shirts and this is an EXTRA LARGE. so im a little cooked. might give to friend BUT i cant decide yet because i really freaking like it and he looks a little gay in it (sorry buddy) gonna wear this tomorrow so stay tunned (if i post the outfit lmaooo, i have a big week fit check planned i just dont have wednesdays photos :c might recreate the outfit but im so annoyingly tired for that)

its like 2AM but im not freaking done cuz i guess my brain decided today is the day i have the energy to write a blog so im gonna write about whatever i freaking want and you guys are just gonna have to deal with it!!!!!

so i organised all my clothes today(sunday) and yesterday(saturday) i made a joke to friend about how theres probably like 10 pairs of underwear hidden around my room. i put them all in my laundry basket and found enough to fill the whole basket. how do i even have that many pairs T_T going through my clothes made me realize just how many items in my closet i just dont wear. i have over 30 pairs of pants and i only wear like half of them, so we gonna have to sell some clothes soon... i have so many pants i cant even fit all of them in the drawer. i need to get rid of clothes cuz how am i out here with neon pink pants i havent worn in 2 years. if i find a pic tmr of me in the pants ill put it in this blog but oh my GYATT.. they are bad. why did i buy those.

it took so long to sort everything cuz i have like over 15 items in each type of thing, excluding pjs and dresses. but tank tops?? way over 15. t shirts??? still WAY over. same with skirts, shorts and pants.

somehow its not enough though, like SOMEHOWW even with the mound of clothes i have its still not enough. for examplee i need a vest, i dont have one at all :C i also have like 2 button ups, i need like at least 4. i NEED more bathing suits, i just interchange bottoms and tops and its so annoying. somehow everything in my closet matches though, idk how i do it i dont have to think about colours all that much because everything is the same its awesome. navy, green, coral, white, black and brown my babies. also red but really ive been wearing red a lot less. i just have a bunch of pieces that work well together no matter what its so epic

my shoe collection is BUNS though. i need me some mary janes or docs cuz wtfff. i have NO boots, i only have winter boots like whyyyy. and the only "mary jane" type shoe i have are these ugly chunky pleather ones and all the fake leather is coming off. big huge annoyed sigh. i NEED boots and cute shoes. so far the collection isss:

fake red converse with skulls and little cute beads (goodwill), 2016 harley quinn converse (value village), 2012 poison ivy converse (value village), ugly poser doc marten shoes that are pealing (value village), winter boots (i forgot, but they have fur and go above mid-calf), super epic flip flops that i would wear to school cuz they look so cute but i cant cuz people will make fun of my feet and they are SO loud when i walk

lowkey forgot everything else, but all i know is i need to be shot if i buy another pair of converse. unless their knee high cuz i keep seeing those bitches all over and they are so freaking cute but im scared of my emo phase coming back like a wreckingball if i buy them. i found some at the thrift one time with purple laces and literally screamed (they were 70$ and i was 30 short, almost cried) 13 year old me was tweaking. literally just realized how long ive been thrifting for holy shart. first ever thrift find was by 11 year old and it was a sweater that was so clearly made by someones grandma and its so cute i still wear it to this day. after that i went thrifting all the freaking time and now half my epic and super cool closet is second hand. i dont think i could go back to buying from the mall.

tips for alt people wanting to grow your closet, fucking thrift dude. im so sick of seeing people asking and then someone will tell them to thrift and they say that they never find anything good. from what ive learned, if you enter the thrift store with the mindset of "ew this is ugly" and "im never gonna find anything" guess what your gonna find?? nothing. if you fucking enter the thrift saying its all ugly then your cooked cuz anything that couldve been cute immediately becomes mid or boring. if you enter the thrift with the idea that its gonna be cute your gonna find stuff. if your struggling with this, go to the same store and eventually youll get comfortable with it. i can find so much more if im comfortable with a store, all my clothes are from value village. its literally life

but YALL.. if your gonna ask how to build your closet AND spend less money but wont thrift your kinda cooked atp. dont wanna shop second hand? sure go to the mall where all that shit is equal quality to the thrift and 50 times uglier. im also sick of alt people buying at hot topic, i dont care if its an "alt" store. they dont care about you. you might ask why hot topic is all sanrio and anime well guess why? because thats what they SEE is popular in the alt community. and thats what theyve always done. "what happened to the old hot topic!!" if you were an alt person at that time you would know that hot topic was literally the original poser store. scene kids (no hate i was once like you), you guys stemmed off emo in a poser way, you had no politics or music and everything was just fashion. buying from hot topic was your big thing. honestly im a little rustly on scene kid lore but let me rant guys, its not gonna be perfect. you guys mostly bought at the mall. yes scene kids had music they listened to, like some listened to pop punk, emo, some crunkcore, pop, techno or some other strange mash of noises but they never had a REAL genre. emo had their little genre (emo, duhhh) but scene was just a stem off of emo.

in the same realm, mall goth, which now i think is totally cool and lowkey i own things that could totally be mall goth. but yall apparently this isnt as known as i thought?? mall goths were literally posers. they called themself goth and goths of the time just thought they were posers and called them mall goth to counter them. mall goths happened to start spawning in when hot topic started getting popular. hmmmm what a coincidence... mall goths saw goths and hot topic and just decided they wanted to be LIKE them, which is why they had no culture and listened to nu metal (dont even get me started, no hate im just lowkey a hypocrite about this topic, cuz ill listen to numetal bands but also hate them at the same time). basically hot topic was the place was most easy to get their clothes. goths of the time thrifted and no they werent just finding fishnet tops and all these super cool goth staples, they were making all the shit they were wearing. half the shit goths were wearing were just diyed black clothes and party city face paint from halloween.

mall goths were basically just goths who didnt know how to be goth so they were then called mall goth, which was then reclaimed later and is now a subculture and has expanded to have some form of politics + music + and style. super cool to me. anyways what does this say about hot topic?? that it freaking sucks thats what >:C that its the downfall of subculture and you guys should stop buying from there. now back to our question, why is it filled with sanrio and random shit, well thats because hot topic is run by ceos who dont care about alt subcultures at all and just see whats working and keep doing it. i literally only buy from hot topic for blind boxes and lowkey (shhh dont tell anyonee) i steal like half of them ;-;

i own shirts from hot topic from like 2022 and gifts from people but half of them are poor quality, like a lot are cracking and have that annoying print design where if you dont wear a bra is literally feels like sandpaper against your tits. graphic tees are soo fucking hard to thrift cuz lowkey half of them are volunteer shirts, work shirts and ugly brands but sometimes you get lucky. ex bf found the beatles and everyday i think about how i found it and had to convince him to get it and how its bacially mine and i fucking want it. i hate that he was an actually thrift magnet because i lost my thrift magnet </3

speaking of, friend is a thrift magnet, hes just fucking stupid and bad at finding what he wants, but lowkey its hard to shop for guys cuz he needs pants but he needs bigger pants. suffering from success i guess. i usually dont find much at sally annes because its so cramped and its intimidating but somehow i found 2 shorts and a button up. i found a lot more but didnt get it because: 1. stain 2. too big 3. weird random detail 4. not in budget.

i wrote 3000 words in 46 minutes, if only i could lock in this much for school. this is why i dont have a j*b (scary)

soooo.. i forgot to put these in so here they aree!! they are the clothes tried on!!!

told you they were cute, makes my ass look insane, i swear shes usually not like that. thank you shorts for snatching my gyatt.

so the shorts are a little... um. yeah not as cute as i thought but ill make it work (or donate them/sell them) the pants are little big but like belt. they do NOT do ANYTHING for my ass. thought i would include the photo because i feel attacked, gyatt was demolished.

ohh she cutee. maybe.. friend you might be getting this <3

so we're at 3334 words. um??? get this a j*b. more money for thrifiing i guess, hooray!!!

tomorrow HOPEFULLY ill post the weekly fit check blog but wednesday is still missing </3

holy flippp i hate the canadian health system. fym i went to 4 different doctors for them all to tell me the same thing and every single time just confirm my diagnosis and do NOTHING about it. um fuck you. also to my doctor telling me i have hypermobilty without running any tests, lock your doors, i will find you. i seriously doubt i have hypermobility but sure. anyways guess what i have. (hint, its that same as me)

wow your so right, its a cam deformity. all you deformity posers, i have the same name as my deformity </3 anyways i also have bilateral coxa profunda. btw i already knew all these things because i googled it based of the symptoms and info given me, then diagnosed myself and then after going to the doctor they just confirmed it. light work i guess T_T

but guess what, all those doctors and none of them gave me a real solution?? i was told to go to the chiropractor and he said he couldnt help me. fuck you???? so now i have to fucking work out and do stretches like daily. um i dont freaking wanna </3

also i need to post my new sketchbook here cuz i started it in April and never posted the art so ill make a post about it. its like 34 pages rn so im filling it really fast, woohooo. ill probably post every page + the covers

oh also my grandma died, rip. i dont have much to say because i process grief weirdly so rn im in my "idgaf" phase so in 2 weeks ill start crying i guess. ive been more upset about my mom being sad. its sadder to me that my mom lost her mum than the fact that i lost my grandma. for me i already accepted she was gone the moment i was told she was sick but my mom was there and trying so hard to help. she told her dog with her, it died the day before she did. big sad.

remember this diva? yeah hes dead now </3 rip

seeing my mom cry is harder because my mom NEVER cries. ive talked about this before but who cares, my family has a weird allergy to tears that runs through our genes so if she cries her face swells and burns. mine does the same thing just not as bad yet. its sad because she NEVER cries like EVER. she cried when she found out i was cutting again, she didnt cry the first time, she cried she found out i was gay, she cries when people die but she doesnt cry like this. she cries everyday, shes always got red eyes and she has to ice her eyes all the time to keep down the swelling. seeing my own mom sad is worse than losing my grandma. yeah i loved her but i struggle with death </3

my damn hips hurt so bad, i can barely walk or even lay down. its so painful </3 my mom said i cant have pain meds anymore because i take too many so im off over the counter pain pills (advil, tylenol, midol)

how im feeling after getting addicted to pain pills.