hii everyone ! i hope you're all doing well. its 12: 22 AM for me and i was just thinking about how im going to be a senior in high school this upcoming year. thats so crazy to me. i still feel like a sophmore...
im ngl i also feel behind because i still have yet to get my driver's license. however, im determined to get it this summer !! ( • ̀ω•́ )✧
i always feel bad because my friends always give me rides so when im able to drive, im going to return the favor ! ill also be able to go out more. i love staying home, but sometimes it feels good getting out the house. i feel like when im cooped up in the house for a while, i get so... depressed. i hope i dont sound crazy saying that, but lack of social interaction messes people up.
thats why i also feel like after covid, people lost the ability to converse with one another. that happened to me and it was only up until sophomore year when i just started yapping to everyone. that could have also been my friends influencing me because i have so VERY social friends.
i honestly admire how social they are. they are able to go out in public and just do whatever they want without feeling embarrassed. i really want to be like that because its so care-free and being in high school feels like you constantly have people watching and judging you. its not fun. despite that, im excited for my last year of high school. i want it to be so much fun ! i cant wait to make new memories and record cool stuff with my camcorder.
that's enough yapping for today. thank you everyone for keeping up with my blog ! blogging is so much fun and im so sorry if i dont keep up with it daily. im trying my best ! love you all and God bless you ! ♡
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Mr. R_Minx
Hey there, stranger!! That's so cool that you're determined to get your license this summer!! ♪(^∇^*) Then you would be able to drive yourself and your friends around once you have your license! And yeah, staying at home is pretty chill, but it can get a little sad when you're cooped up inside the house for a long time, so that's why it's nice to go outside from time to time!! Covid sucks!! It really turned people's lives upside down, especially with communication skills ╯︿╰ Having friends around could really influence you on how you behave!! When they yap, you also might yap and vice versa!! People who socialize are pretty cool and brave! And yeah, high school is really scary, but hey! Welcome to your new chapter of your life. Good luck. Stranger! (o゚v゚)ノ
aww thank you so much !! you're so kind ! (,,>ヮ<,,)
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sabona
yeah , in high school people will always be afraid to be themselves to not get rejected and so they will judge and criticize anyone who does ,it's nothing personal they are just looking for there own answers , they want to see how will you handle it so they can too , it's almost unconsciously
i agree. high school is when everyone is trying to figure out who they are and its so easy to get confused !! that's why many students end up following the wrong kind of people and getting into trouble. they're seeking a sense of belonging and they aren't sure where to get it from. people pretend they belong somewhere, but deep down inside, they know that the people they are with and the things they are doing, isn't for them.
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