Do People Really Read These Things???

Not Sure If Anyone Will See This But I Have This Dying Need To Get This Off My Chest And Somewhere out in the world At The Time Of Writing This I'm A Few Months Off Turning 17 And It's A Scary Thought, I Only have Like 3 Good Friends And Even At That I Only Ever Talk To 1 The Other 2 Have Pretty Big Friend Groups (Never Been The Type To Fit In Large Groups). I Have So Many Plans But The Idea Of This Life Being A 1 Time Thing Is Such A HUGE Weight On Me Not Saying I Want To Give Up Or Anything But Still YK? Don't Even Get Me Started On The Idea Of Love, Man And Woman A Like Are Too Scary To Approach I Don't Want To Get Heartbroken Which Must Happen Someday I Just Would Want It To Be On A Day I Can Handle It But Life's Never That Kind Is It. This Might Just Sound Like A Lot Of Crying and Whining It Is But Everyone Should Get Time To Do This!!!! There Is So Much I'm Scared Of (Not Really Only Scared Of dating and spiders) The World Seems So Far From Right I Don't Think It Would Hurt To At Least Try And Talk To A Girl Or Guy But Even Just The Act Of Talking To Someone In Search Of Love Is Terrifying Heck Even Making Friends Like What If I'm Not Interesting Enough Or What If I'm Not Funny There Are So Many What If's I Just Rather Not Try. But Hey I'll Fake It Till I Make It Don't Know If This Made Sense But Like I Said I Just Need To Get This Off My Chest. :]