erins supa cool life update

uhh this is my first blog thing!! ig ill just put life updates n stuff in blogs and sm art n stuff :3 this blog entry is just one huge vent so if you dont like that then dont read!!!!!!!!

so currently my dads in the hospital...... hes been in there for a week now.. the og hospital said he had gullian barre.. a supa rare thing.. but the new hospital said its kinda like that?? basically he had pnemonia and he didnt take care of it so his brain reacted weird and sent a full body paralysis.. he has a tube down his throat so he can breathe but hes starting to be able to breathe on his own and thankfully in a couple of days it will be out!!!! its just really sad since he cant talk and hes been trying to communicate stuff and he has to use a stupid letter board thing so the nurse can write it out... he used to always joke around since we both LOVE hamilton that "he would listen to hamilton on his death bed" and the other day he was begging the nurse to listen to it............ but his survival rate is extremely high!!!!!! in a couple weeks to a couple months he will be better!! hes alr starting to move his left arm!!!!!1 

other than that.. ive been on a pretty big depressive episode XD.. i kinda like my friend who sees me as a sister and yeah.... i confessed to her the other day cause i could not take it anymore and it went okay? it didnt go amazing and it didnt go horrible... she said she was over her ex and she stopped seeing me as a sister.. whatever that means... ive been getting mixed signals and stuffs but its okay!! we keep acting all flirty n stuff and we havent changed so thats good!!!!!!!!!

other than all of that its just been life.. im almost finished w rdr2!! and im getting a pc soon so i can play rdr w my friend!! that and also other games ofc XD i think im gonna get gta5 only bec i REALLLLYYYYY want gta6 and it doesnt come out for another year... i also might get some other games, so if you have a game you like, pls reccomend to me!! i need to get more into video games !! :3 

anywho, thats all for now!!

xoxo

erin