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Listening to music is so good at helping me remember stuff that i do NOT want to remember LOL
Most of the time its just a mixture of reminiscence -or i guess nostalgia??- , grief, and like fomo and its so lame. because like the music that makes me feel this way is.. so.. good... BUT AUURGHHGREBG ouuuuu... it hurts so bad to listen to because when i do listen to the songs i liked a couple months ago i cant help but remember what happened a couple months ago. uggghhh and what i mean by that is... a couple months ago i had a BOYFIREND...okay a boyfriend....
so im trying to enjoy the freaking sundays and i cant not think about sitting in his car with him after seeing a movie or the time we went to an art museum and had our first kiss and then -on my birthday- went to different art museum or meeting his parents and embarrassing myself in front of his father specifically or when we played Wizard 101 for like an hour together ITS SO AWESOME!! especially when im trying to move on like...
am i right!!!!
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sabona
try keeping your phone with you will going for random walks or doing something unrelated and then listen some new music just out of the blue ,it will take sometime but you will stop attaching music to some kind of memory
btw my English is not the best so I just wrote it how I thought
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yes ill try that thank you :)!!!
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