I hate this time of year

it's the first day of June today and I wanted to talk somewhere about how irritating it is at this time of year! I'm still in school, but the only things we really have to finish at school are our PAT's, so otherwise there is no reason to go. I only go to see my friends, but it's annoying I still have to wake up early every day for NOTHING. 

not to mention that outside of school, that sucks too. I'm waiting for the summer because my parents will be working most of the time still, and I can just be home alone doing nothing... but until then it feels like I'm floating in space or something. I'm just glad nothing else is going to horribly, and my allergies aren't too bad anymore. I'm also getting new glasses soon. 

also, another thing I noticed is that I'm suddenly against the idea of taking pills, like a toddler. the thought of swallowing Ibuprofen to help my (very awful) headache is making me nauseous. I am personally connecting this to the fact I recently almost OD'd on Benadryl. I think I was having some sort of weird episode, since I don't actually want to die. 

so that's weird and whacky. I will also probably write about my boyfriend soon.