WHY ARE JOB APPLICATIONS TERRIFYING ??

a few weeks ago i applied for this little summer farm job internship thing near my neighborhood. if they want me or whatever i shod be getting interviewed on june 7th yay!!!

ive had three nightmares about this fucking job bro.

a few days after i applied i had a nightmare that i got rejected and everyone laughed at me ?? the next one was where my sister got the job and i did too so i had to quit bc idk ig it was awkward to work with her (this one isnt inherently a nightmare, it js made me uncomfortable for some reason). the latest nightmare, which was 2 nights ago, was where i got ACCEPTED and it was the day of the job interview (n the date is actually accurate to irl which is surprising) and i got a call for it n my phone was red and scary like “JOB!!!! *(devil fire burning hell)*”.

its not even the job thats terrifying me, the job seems fun!! but ive never had a job before (im 14 ok..) and im SO SCARED of what ill b like. what if i have to hide in an underground bunker away from the nuclear farm crops and evil boss or something ?!? or what if i DONT get the job and i spend all summer broke and sad ???

genuinely no idea why im so stressed about this… maybe j*b appl*cations just trigger me so bad (/s) .. maybe im js a loser whos allergic to jobs or something ?? IDK. BUT IM SCARED N IDK HOW TO GET OVER IT !!