starting a blog!!

finally my blog page looks somewhat decent! I've been working on finishing it for hours. 

I still haven't figured out how to add stamps to 'about me', and whether I want stamps or blinkies. or even buttons? I also forgot to add my interests.

anyway, I've had no energy today (like usual), my mom tried talking to me but I couldn't say a word, even couldn't look at her when she asked me to. I feel guilty, but I couldn't, I don't know why. 

right now my borscht is heating up in a microwave, I'll finally eat.

while I've been looking for stamps, I found some girlsgogames ones, I miss what that site was in 2011 so much. I miss the albums. I want to play some flash games now. 

I've also stumbled upon some random neocities websites, and exploring them has been so much fun so far! I think it will be one of my favorite pastimes when I'm tired. some of these websites are so creative, and sometimes I think how did they even do it? it makes me want to make my own neocities site, but I'm not even finished here yet... besides, all of it seems so complicated. perhaps I can make a web graphics hoard (especially for stamps!), I wanted to collect them in some way or another before. though, I imagined I'd do it here. I'm just overwhelmed by so many graphics and possibilities, I love how people make their websites, I enjoy lurking. but at the same time, it's exhausting.

I've started fantasizing about what can I post to my blog here! perhaps my screenshots from life makeover (lately I've been making new outfits almost every day, omg I love it sooo much), graphics, screenshots from flash games, random thoughts. perhaps progress on my projects and weight gain? also sims! rn I play only for my self ship family in sims 4, but I also want to create some weird families and come up with paranormal plots in sims 3. oh, perhaps I could also add a list of fun websites or resources? 

so, to sum it up:

• screenshots from life makeover 
• web graphics
• flash games screenshots 
• random thoughts 
• goal progress 
• sims 
• websites & resources

I feel much more free here than on other social media, it's like I finally let go of some tension.