im baaaa~aack

yo im bored at like 7am i stayed up watching mlp and i just wanna type i guess. but not rll cos my keyboard is liiiiterally dying. life's been ok. im like, holy shit, a completely different person than when i first discovered i was enby and like did my profile on here and shit. some shit that happened ummmm... i realised i was pansexual rather than a lesbian. i have a new best friend. i met him in the past year. my medicine gave me an ED. thats kinda taken my life by storm. woohoo. I stopped therapy unwillingly. currently drinking mtn dew out of a cup that is --- get this --- a disco ball with a pink cowboy hat!!! like what! it's giving chappell roan. ooh! i have a boyfriend. Well okay I got a boyfriend, fell in love with my best friend, realised it wasnt going to work out, fell in love with my boyfriend for realsies this time, and yea hahahaha. my boyfriend on tonight's call said in his sleep, ''in the pants in the pants in the pants.'' furthermore i will be marrying this man <3 .. yeah I've not got much else to yap about honestly. dyed my hair red, pink, and yesterday - red again. I like it but I gotta trim my bangs. I dont remember the last time I saw hair scissors. Oh shit so the night I bleached it was wild, I played roblox with my then-crush. a gay dude! i dont know why i thought i had any chance but im grateful he never played into the lil crush. anyways, the absolute fucker, i think he convinced me to recover from my anorexia. im not proana by any means, just to be clear. anyways woke up like ''imma recover :333'' (which btw has been WILD and STRESSFUL and the happy points were worth it I felt like myself again) and that night alsoooo i dyed my hair firetruck red and put a buncha holes in my ears. out of like,, 11 total.. + repiercings, like 5 survived. kthxbye