Totaly not something that i wrote a few years back

The thing is,

You never know that you love her

Till you reject your feelings,

You shove them deep down

And forget about them.

Till it comes back one day,

Stronger than ever,

But you're just friends, 

You don't wanna destroy the friendship

that took years to bond.

So you ignore it

The more you do;

The more it hurts.

It feels like you can’t breathe anymore.

You can't ignore the pain anymore.

So you tell her.

And now she’s gone.

The years of bonding,

Gets stomped on,