Confidently Lost

I almost allowed my thoughts to get to me...I consumed so much on social media that told me that I wasn't good enough to exist because I don't have material things that will make me more worthy. The reason why I started creating on Youtube back in 2013 was to get out of my shell, to have fun, for the enjoyment to watch myself advance as time goes by. 

Somewhere in between, life happened and after college I still had no idea what I wanted to be. The feeling of "being behind" in life is such a terrible way of thinking because realistically what are you measuring being behind in life to. Now in my later 20's, still juggling thoughts of pursuing a career that will make me more valuable or wanting my content to be "perfect" I'm growing to let go and just do what I want because no matter how hard I strive...good is just not good enough.

(˶˃⤙˂˶) Now I'm happy because it takes a lot of pressure on my mind. I love enjoying small moments  like being out in nature, watching Youtube videos that encourages slowing down and just being! I love seeing how happy people are sharing their own interests and hobbies without me feeling like I'm wasting my own time. Life is meant to be lived and if that means being lost within the journey then I will at the very least be confidently lost.