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Hiya!! Have fun reading! :3

How I Operate! / My Life <3

So! For starters, I have BPD—but I’m also an inteeense people pleaser, so I tend to not lash out or show that I’m swinging unless I’m talking about something I’m heated about (ex. Politics, drama I’m involved in, family stuff.. and a couple more I can’t think of rn). I’m getting better at the assumption thing though! I am, however, the CEO of overthinking, please do not leave me alone for an extended period of time; I’m like a dog, please. I also have ADHD!! 

I am an SA survivor 3x (gotta catch ‘em all type shit), so I might make a few jokes about my own trauma as a coping mechanism. Please, PLEASE tell me if you’re uncomfortable with that, because I will stop immediately. I do tend to get attached to people, though I’m trying to work on that too. Abandonment issues, go!!! 

I currently live with my dad in Florida, but I’m moving back to my mom’s in two weeks! Whoop whoop New Jersey pride! I’m also ftm!!! Pre everything, yes, but I’ll hopefully get testosterone in NJ! Also also, I’m half white and half Puerto Rican for those asking! :3

My Wants! <3

There’s gonna be a ton here that’s gonna miss some things, but! That’s neither here nor there!

Job wise! - My dream job is an elementary school teacher! I was raised with two younger brothers at my mom’s, and I was usually put on to watch them (and a lot of the time their friends too! Or the whole flag football team!). On top of that, because of how I was raised, I want to be the person a child can trust and/or come to if they have any qualms or fears! Is it obvious I want a kid at some point ?? I also can’t do math and I don’t like middle schoolers, they’re mean :c that’s why elementary school is the ideal!!

Relationship wise! - I WANT AAAAAALL THE FRIENDS!!! Real talk, I want people who support me! I know I’m mean sometimes, annoying, too much, but I want people who I can go to and they’ll listen and even call me out softly (but firmly!) if I’m in the wrong for anything! Someone I can be myself around with just a lil teasing, y’know? The same goes for a possible boyfriend :3

Stuff wise! - I want a Lego set and a strawberry shortcake and a kids movie to watch with someone to build the legos and eat the cake with while I yap about the movie and they listen :3

…that’s just a date, uuuhh. Oh! I’ll stick this here, too…

Love languages! - I will stare at you if you give me something and maybe cry c: I love giving people things, be it paper thingies, drawings, bought gifts, cards… all kinds’a stuff! I’m also very touchy—I am THE teddy bear! If you need comfort, just wanna cuddle, or just hug, I’m ur guy!! :3 I’m already pretty huggy with friends (unless told otherwise), but it’s soooo much worse with a bf jsjjsjs

Lots of luv, and thanks for reading !! - Xavier <3