AM I COOKED, LIKE... LIKE ACTUALLY?

I need to go outside and touch grass so bad that it's not even funny anymore. I feel like someone my age should not be inside this much, LIKE I HAVEN'T TALKED TO AN ACUALLY PERSON IN REAL LIFE SINCE MY DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT. 

Well... does family count? I talk to them sometimes lol. I might just be going crazy tho, but like how do people even talk to each other? Like, hi, hello, hru, good... then what comes after that like it's so boring and dry like, what do they even say to each other next lol...

Like the only thing I actually have meaningful conversations with is my dog... in my head... Does this count as a rant at this point lol?

Bulletin having a lifespan is so funny to me, DON'T ASK WHY :]

Also how do people even edit their blogs to be so personalized and cool like, DON'T HIDE SECRETS NOW, JUST TELL ME. 

I might actually have some type of autism or one of those because I've been told ("You probably have autism..." "Are you autistic?" ect.) before that I might be on the spectrum, but that person may have just been making fun of me... multiple times... ANYWAY, I feel like I'm kinda weird too among others, and I have quite a few of the symptoms they say on the internet... BUT I GUESS I GOTTA GE A DAIGNOSIS TO KNOW FOR SURE :]

I'll let this music drown out the pain of having to read this for those who actually clicked lol :]