insecure... i guess

my friends are so beautiful.. i feel very out of place with them. i know im not ugly or anything im just mid i guess, and i know they dont care about what i look like and i shouldnt either cuz its not like im trying to impress anyone. idk.. when does this torment end.. how do i stop caring :( thats rhetorical, i already know the answer but its still in my head. i think i'd feel better if i changed that one thing, its just hard