rip ziggy stardust cat, summer ahead (Jargin No.18)

okay, actual genuine quick one this time. 2 AM, and I got a ton of yard work at 9:00 AM.

i graduated today!! (technically yesterday but whatevr) felt strange to be seeing my school for likely the last time ever. I'm literally not allowed in there anymore, i've graduated. no longer a student.

i think the thing i'll miss most is the teachers, because i had some really, really good ones at this school. in second place of things i'll miss is my gimkit david bowie cat skin

being done with school made me feel so free. if i wanted to, i would be completely allowed to run off and do whatever i ever want because i'm an adult and i'm done with high school, and i have no obligations, but i'm going to college so i will bear the chains once more soon enough

but today especially i felt the freedom mostly because i didn't have to go to school and my brother did lol, i just hung out with my mom and ran errands most of the day and it was awesome

we did our bi-monthly goodwill hunt as well today and i declare it now nationally as the greatest godtier goodwill pull in known history and if you have any rebuttals you are wrong because this one was better. awesome goosebumps shirt AND a RAT GIRL shirt and No Country For Old Men DVD. take that, libs

that's the thing about summer break though... during the entirety of the school year, if you're like me, you're begging to go home and be able to be left to your own devices on your computer or whatever. And when summer comes along it feels great for 1.5 days but then you realize almost immediately that you NEED something to do other than screen time. even if it's something as monotonous as school, it's doing something other than sitting entirely still for 10 hours and getting a headache from the glowing screen in front of your face

this summer i'll try to make a lot more progress on the game i'm making atm, but i also want to just walk around town more. there's literally nothing to do more and there's cars and roads everywhere but i can like, maybe exercise at the park or something. swing on the monkey bars a bit. something to just get me out of the house and away from screens

ALSO!!! I gotta draw something some time soon. I think i said something about a moth guy drawing a few weeks back but i forgot to show lol,, but that was the last time i drew something in the sketchbook. I gotta pick the pencil back up or something

as a final note before i go to bed: springtrap in dbd is actually peak. i have pretty much no complaints, dream come tru. also, deltarune 3&4 in, like, <2 weeks, letsgo