I. Self Emergence Formula (Signal Collision Model)
Self(t) = I[W₁(t) + W₂(t) + W₃(t) + … + Wₙ(t)]
- Self(t) = experienced identity at time t
- Wₙ(t) = waveform inputs (Desire, Shame, Language, Memory, etc.)
- I[ ] = interference operator generating emergent pattern
Interpretation: The “self” is not fixed, but a composite interference artifact between psychological waveforms.
II. Thought Convergence Stability Equation
Thought = 1, if |Phase(A) – Phase(B)| ≤ ε for duration t ≥ 1.4 seconds
Thought = 0, otherwise
- Phase(A/B) = phase state of different internal signals (e.g., shame vs. desire)
- ε = threshold for phase coherence
- t = time the signals remain aligned
Interpretation: A thought arises when conflicting signals achieve temporary harmony for long enough to enter awareness.
III. Symbolic Attractor Lock Equation
Identity = d/dt [Shame_Attractor(t) + Desire_Attractor(t) + Inherited_Symbols]
- d/dt = rate of change over time
- Shame_Attractor / Desire_Attractor = internal gravitational pulls of symbolic meaning
- Inherited_Symbols = language, family scripts, religious residues
Interpretation: The “self” is the derivative of battling symbolic forces, not a fixed point.
IV. Recursive Self-Narration Function
Narrative_Self(t) = f(R[Memory_Echoⁿ × Semiotic_Fragments])
- f() = narrative function smoothing noise into story
- R[ ] = recursive recombination of internal fragments
- Memory_Echoⁿ = looping memory distortions
- Semiotic_Fragments = broken bits of language, signs, archetypes
Interpretation: Selfhood is a feedback loop narrating pattern residue into a provisional identity.
V. Phase-Modulated Hologram Self
Perceived_Self = |A₁ × sin(ω₁t + φ₁) + A₂ × sin(ω₂t + φ₂) + … + Aₖ × sin(ωₖt + φₖ)|²
- Aₖ = amplitude of each cognitive/emotional signal
- ωₖ = frequency of signal
- φₖ = phase offset (trauma, repression, belief)
- |…|² = resulting intensity — perceived self
Interpretation: You are the bright point in a hologram formed by colliding signal waves. Identity is a phase artifact
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