Life is literally so boring.
Every social media is the exact same thing.
Having no music or anything playing in my ears scares me.
Going outside scares me.
Last time I talked to someone I stuttered which caused me to have a breakdown and cut myself.
Therapy is useless and I fucking hate it.
Should I jst kms?? Idk what else to do. I can’t even put into words the hopelessness I feel atp.
(Please dont tell me “don’t commit you have sm to live for” or put a suicide hotline, if you want to help give me actual advice on what to do ^_^)
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Holden
If you have any close family members, they might be able to help. You may need shock therapy. It might be easier to make friends online in your area, and when you feel secure, meet them in person. Trust me, friendship makes everything less boring.
I know I was told not to say this, but I was in a pretty similar situation when I was 13. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem—it’s just not worth it. There may be things out there that you would enjoy but have yet to discover. At least, that’s what happened to me.
Hope I've been helpfull!
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