I’m just so tireeeeed >:(

I’m just so tired of living like a mom at 14, I’m tired of listening to my mom complaining about how hungry she is, I hate how I have to listen to my sister complaining about having to doing the bare minimum, I hate walking 2,5km nearly everyday to buy groceries because nobody will do it other than me, although my sister’s highschool is a crossroad away from the grocery shop, I’m tired of listening to my friends mocking me about how I nap 24/7 and skip school because they don’t know I’m responsible or everyone at home, I’m tired of listening to my mom forcing me to go check and take care of my sister because she’s willingly letting herself stay sick, I’m tired of having to listen to my mom complaining about how she can’t with this situation anymore but proceed to make things worse for herself and them expect me to help, I’m tired of being called selfish at home because I don’t wanna sleep at 4am to go to school at 8am the next day and I go to sleep at midnight,I’m tired of facing backlash from home as soon as I start complaining and tell openly about how I feel, I’m just so tired that I have dark circles and eyebags and look 20 years older and it’s so bad that my growth stopped and I’m loosing my hairs, I’m tired of being pinpointed as dramatic because nobody knows the entirety of what I go through and I’m expected to keep it all to myself, but that’s okay. I can still dream, work hard and get better :3