Second Letter to you♥

My dear Art, 

For so long this feeling has started to eat at my heart, for I have found myself complete and desperately lost the grip of my base plan. Could I had done this? Did I do this as a way to escape all that I secretly hated or was it a coincidence that I couldn't bare to see the best part of my days gone? Couldn't bare to see you gone? My feelings have found it self in a knot that I'm willing to detangle slowly with you. Became complicated at the idea of my life, cause now that I do decision I see you in them, and create them around you. How could I had let this happen. It eats away at me that this feeling may not be as mutual as I believe. But I always find myself scavenging away at that doubt everytime I see you. In every action I just find reassurance.

I hate to admit that I become glad every time I see reassurance, how could I have let myself care this deeply. To find comfort in a person angers me. If I'm physically in my home why do I keep seeking for comfort in you? Always you. 

To admit that I'm letting myself complete and foolishy be enchanted by you angers me. This feelings have really become addicting. So I had made it my mission to intoxicate you as much as possible. To make you feel how my heart feels when I think of you.

I love you.