is it okay to feel alone?

i need advice:

for the past few weeks, i have suddenly felt lonelier than ever. while i had motivation to continue writing these blogs, i suddenly lack motivation to do anything. it feels exhausting to even sit at my laptop. nothing feels exciting currently. what do i do? nothing feels fun anymore, and talking feels like a burden.

letter of thank you:

this section is dedicated to all those who have helped me feel less lonely in life, without any peronal gain. i'd like to specifically thank a few people:

debsics2- 

one of my first true friends. he helped me come out of my shell and openly interact with the internet. i still miss him.

An (censored for privacy)-

my first best friend. she was someone who helped me learn how to interact with people. i eventually lost contact for about 4-5 yeasr, i regained it, but it never led to anything substantial.\

Ar (censored for privacy)-

one of my first few friends. he's always been honest to me, and has helped me accept myself more.

Mu (censored for privacy)-

one of the first people i shared my life with. she has and continues to be someone i look up to, and i wish her the best.

searching:

i'm searching for friends to talk to. i want people to talk to. i may not interact a lot, but i promise i'm always trying my hardest to talk. i hope someone sees this and joins me. thank you for your time, and peace be with you.