Is t)(is a normal t)(ing?

I )(ate one of my ex's so muc)( to t)(e point I miss t)(em so muc)( I )(ate it so muc)(

and it's t)(e same wit)( a ex friend like I keep c)(ecking t)(eir profile on )(ere its annoying 

to myself I don't even know w)(y I do it I just sea t)(em in my IM and get a pit in my 

stomac)( but t)(en it soon goes away because a rus)( of genuine )(atred goes t)(roug)( my body

I don't t)(ink it's t)(eir fault t)(at I made t)(em "mentally unw)(ale" and t)(at I wasn't a good friend

I don't wanna be self rig)(teous but if anyt)(ing I was t)(e type of friend you could always lean on

so I )(onestly don't get w)(at I did wrong and at t)(is point it's been like 2 or 3 mont)(s since t)(en 

and I'm )(onestly over it but it feels like I'm not????? It's so glubbing confusing 38(

I t)(ink I only care t)(is muc)( because I )(ad a really close relations)(ip wit)( t)(em but 

On my end t)(ey also made me feel so glubbing S)(ITTY! 

It's fin t)(oug)( I )(onestly could say I've gotten better wit)( out t)(em so it is all okay!!!

Okay I'ma end t)(is before I rant a bunc)( more!!! BY-E BY-E-E-E