my opinions.

so like I know Tyler's older music like sarah and like assmilk (LOLOLL) are like PrEETYYY edgy and like obv abot bad things like in Sarah its uh. prertty heckin intense (u can hear her begging for her mom.) and like it might not seem that bad like I LOVE HIS OLD MUSIC AND CURRENT! I find most of it relatable and like sick beats and shi but I was listening to it and one of my friends? fake friend? fuh nah she ain't my friend fuck that ho but she was like can I listen?!?!?!? and obv ii was liiike  uh heck yeth3 and she heard all of the "weirdautotune" and the slurs and "scary" music. Uh. hello? she said that people shoudlnt b saying slurs like that and ik she was talking abt me. my school is ALL white. only like 7 other POC kids w me in that fucking grade and like so 21 total. istg and i say slursoMG IM NOT A BAD PERSON OMG I SEEM SO BAD RN I PROMISE IM NOT. when I was younger my family would like throw around slurs and it stuck even after I learned it was "wrong: but how r u gonna get on MY ass the ONLY kid who takes their culture seriously and come after me but close ur ears once u hear some white kid say something twice as bad AND THEN! these other kids joke around with like Hitler and like sure I'll throw in a joke here and their but its just CONSTANT. EVERY SIGNLE CLASS " HH!" uh he would have killed u too what like pmo? and like idk I have a lot of feelings about this topic. I don't get like heated over it its just like yes there's a history and its important but how r u gonna get mad over me saying a WORD! and then make a slave joke right in front of my fucking face! like uh? and like if it makes u uncomfortable I get that and I'll tone it like down but I'm not gonna stop completely I'm not going watch everything that I say just bc white power girl cares! "do you even get racist comments?!?!" like uh ya? I go tos chool and here at LEAST 283973 comments made and MOST of them aren't serious I do like heavily joke around about like I act like a 17 yo white racist hy boy. basically. so many things I say are jokes at WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT AT THIS POINT