venty? idk | Robbie is queer n shaking in fear

Heya, your peryton again!

Day 1 of finals is tmr and it's almost 10 pm and I'm already dreading my future again!!!!!!!!!!!!! give it up for Robbie's impending doom!! ughhhh,, There's a pride parade in my town and my friend wants me to go but if I wanna go then I would have to tell my mom.... errrrrr. I don't like telling my mom that I'm queer. I don't like telling anyone I don't trust that I'm queer. wtf. I would need to be honest and they're gonna question me and I won't feel safe to be myself. I don't like that. 

Quick Disclaimer: I'm not in a bad household, I just have anxiety when it comes to telling people about myself. ESPECIALLY, because my mom told me that my queer identity was a "trauma response". .... Geez, thanks. 

I don't trust my family with this information. I just can't see myself, being open. I'm a more closed off person anyways. 

Anyways, I hope I do good in finals tomorrow. I've been studying and I think it'll do good. I've also been reading Pageboy, a memoir by Elliot Page. I'm a good fan of Elliot Page :). I could do a blog about Pageboy. Let's see.