[002] - SLUMBERS MIST

!SAMPLER!

This is a snippet from my blogger.

!Wish you the safest protection when sleeping :-)!

Anyway though, it's almost nighttime and I hate sleeping upstairs because it's so open.. Anyone could just come and HURT me in my sleep. I will never recover from the fact that I slept in the living room to having a long cut down on my back. Seriously though.. WHERE did that come from??

I'm always scared to sleep alone in the living room sometimes but it's okay I guess. I just don't want to be attacked. I really really don't.

I've had so many dreams of someone I know hurting me. Okay let's to do this...

1. It started off as a normal dream at first, I KNEW it was a dream and I've woken up from it and was scared.

2. I got very much more of these dreams of the same person. It's starting to feel real and I'm getting more scared to sleep now because what if it happens to me? What if I get attacked?

3. The final. I'm completely in the BETWEEN. At first it feels real. REALLY. REALLY REAL. I would see them holding something or them literally almost attacking me to death then I would scream not so loud or even ask for help. Can't hear my own voice at all. I would then wake up to realizing it was only a dream and THANK GOD it wasn't even real. But now I'm more scared than ever.

I'm glad they've stopped for a while now but sometimes I'm scared that this will eventually come up again..

I don't know. I never thought it would go from being a dream and not screaming much to it feeling so real and SCREAMING for help. (Toxic sibling issues :/)

I can't wait to move out.

-Y-


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