bonus if you also feel like they hate you!
idek anymore, i mean perhaps i am just being overly sensitive - that is mostly likely what they would all call me if they were too ever find out there company has turned bitter. I just wish she could be more considerate, it's so annoying, whats funny too you may obviously not be funny too others - i can't believe there are people so blind and immature toot he point where they can't even see that. She constantly hurts so many peoples feelings, people who are too shy too speak up like i am now, all because she thinks her jokes are entertaining, & what i hate even more are the ones in the friend group who sit there & don't do anything, instead they laugh at play along at her stupidity. i hate them too. i hate everyone. and i think they hate me too.
But somedays we will get along fine, beyond fine actually. We can sit and make meaningful memoires without issue. Which is why i don't want too leave them completely. I wish that she is able too understand that she is not as mature as she thinks she is, sure there are worse people pout there but you are not any better because of your cruel actions.
i hate people. it's time like this where i want nothing more then too runaway and start my life alone, new, fresh, away from anyone who knows & has spoken my name. I'll meet new people who i'm most likely going too hate even more then before. but atleast this time i can be more experienced with it.
everyone go away.
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Meow
thats litteraly so real, like one moment theyre cool and the next you want them dead, my advice- either talk about whats bothering you or distance yourself, thats what i did
thank you sm for the advice, seriously <33 :')
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niko x
i have that with my bsf :(
i love talking to her but lately its been feeling like im no longher her best friend, she doesnt want to do things with me, she doesnt want to play games, or doesnt even tell me as much as she used to, and i wont just tell her that beacuse i dont want to go off as needy :(