I’m so bored and lonely that it’s genuinely making me depressed.

These posts aren't me looking for attention or sympathy, as i could care less. I just somewhere to write my thoughts and i spend every waking second online so why not here. I’ve been depressed for a while now due to guilt and loneliness and even I do have people that I talk to and genuinely enjoy talking to and have been helping lift my mood, it's never enough. I still feel so lonely to the point where it’s making me even more depressed and i never feel like i'm ever going to get anywhere in life whether it be with my therapy or my need and desire to create stories, music and art yet lack creativity and constantly get weighed down by procrastination. I've been waiting for therapy since last December for therapy and behavioural issues and it never feels like it's any closer.