I wish, I want, I miss

I wish i could tell you that i love you

I wish i could tell you all the things i love about you

I wish we could go on dates

I wish i could take you to places

I want to hold you publicly 

I want to be with you

I dont want you to leave

I'm so sad every time you leave

I miss laying with you 

I miss your smile everytime you laugh

I love your laugh

I love you

But i can't tell you that

I wish i could

But it would hurt even more if i did

That's why I won't 

But i wish i could tell you 

This kills me that i love you 

I cant say it

So i have to live with it

Until you're ready

Or until i move on

But how can i move on from you

I dont want to

I really fell for you

Fell hard

And now im stuck at the bottom

Just waiting for you