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TW: mentions of pornography, if youre not comfortable with reading topics like these please stop reading this
today i had a kind of a meh day... nothing really happened and i dunno, it was just meh...
the good thing is that im at my moms this week which is always better then being at my dads... i love my mom... she tries so hard to be good, and it shows... i mean when it comes to my parents i was always kind of neglected, my sister was always the star of the show, which didnt really bother me... it still doesnt actually, i know what i am worth and i dont need other peoples praise to know that im worth, i mean i was born social and kind of a performer type but... i dont think my crown will fall just cuz she got more attention, the other day my mom took me to talk in private and apologized for me always coming 2nd... and i didnt care about the apology... but about how much she tries to be the best version of herself... god she really is one of the kinder people i ever met...
anyhow school was boring and i came home to finish decorating my skateboard board... AND I FINISHED IT TODAY YIPPIE !!!i tried to put up an image of it but as spacehey usually likes to fuck me raw with their errors, it did again !! so no image for yall just yet
after that i lied on the couch and started thinking about how fucked up porn is... like srs... i was addicted to it for a while and its really the most disgusting and inaccurate representation of sex, shouldnt it be something so beautiful? like imagine the feeling of trusting someone so much that you are willing to give them your body? isnt that like... the whole point? but all we see these days is fucking lust... i mean we all naturally get aroused and horny and all that stuff... but sometimes i feel like we stopped feeling love... its like it doesnt exist anymore... do people still fall in love? like actual love? idk... i hope someone out there does... it must be so wonderful..
and after having that long overthinking sesh i decided to get online and write this entry, good for me !!
anyways thats all for now, david out !
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Holden
I don't get why love is so connected to sex, like trust yeah, but I mean, you can have sex with someone for more reasons apart from love. You may have it with someone who's hot, or someone who's charming, or someone you fancy. But I do think there are many other reasons. I do know people who have a toxic relationship with sex, like an escape or a way to feel more atractive, that even tho they are darker reasons, who am I to judge, right?
i completly agree i just know 2 many people my age who get into relationships cuz they r horny and its honestly concerning
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