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Alright, I'm a transmasc right. Cool we love that. But I'm so fucking scared of what my parents will do when they find it out. 

To let you know, they are Christians and so is my entire family. They are also raging homophobes. But they hate trans people the fucking most. Saying they don't know their identity or what. The thing is I'm so scared to tell anyone bc I'm scared they'll judge me. I've only came out on discord, but those people are different. They're strangers who respect you. But online is so so different. There's so many time I've had intense insecurities, my mom will just tell me to pray about it

The worst even is that I'm at a Christian School. This is even more fucking stupid. I had an intense mental breakdown, and I went to one of the damn counselors... TELL ME WHY SHE RECOMMENDED ME BIBLE VERSES??? I'm so sick and tired of all this shit! Like guys I'm crashing out hard. And on the other side is my grandma making comments on my body 24/7.... Fml bro, I'm just so damn exhausted, physically and mentally. Bc why tf was I born here in the first place


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Dew-Drop

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If I can give you one piece of advice, get a job if you're old enough. That way, if something goes wrong, when you tell them, at least you'll have a chance to find a place to stay. I don't mean your parents are going to kick you out or that you're going to run away. It's just that leaving is sometimes better for your mental health. Besides, having your own money doesn't hurt.
I still hope everything turns out well. Many parents change their perspective on their children, but remember that, like everything, it's a process. <3


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Sonja

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U can make it till ur adult I have same kind problem but ur sounds worst I hope all good for u and u will make it till ur adult ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა


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