about life(kinda)

Today I hanged out with some old friends and an ex(talking I haven't seen them since 2021, I'm over my ex it's been 4 years) and it was a refreshing hang out, these people have matured so much since 4-5 years ago, I mean we were all children like 14-15 when we first met and we're all now almost in our 20s, some are already 20 or even older. Today I remembered that I miss a part of my life, I miss certain people, I miss certain vibes, I miss memories of places and people that I haven't seen in years. I've had a rough few years last 2-3 years since 2022. I will write more about this feeling that I have. I miss the way I used to be years ago, I miss everything. Nostalgia and longing is a hell to live through. But regardless, it was a refreshing hang out today, I really needed that, a lot, because recently I've stayed all day inside and I've been isolated from everyone and it is kinda depressing ngl. Long term isolation makes me so sad. I'm naturally more introverted and I don't like crowded places and big groups, but damn I also hate deep isolation, deep loneliness and depression. I love hanging out in small groups and talking to people about subjects and stuff, a gossip from around the town, and so on, yk it's nice, and I haven't done this in soo many years. So many years damn. I'll write more about my life before, about my past. Small things make me happy.