the neighbor and the meditation i do to keep her alive

so basically life is really hard you see and you're quite tired, so the normal thing you want is just to take a nap after a long productive day... so that's what you do.... but you can't. why? oh that's quite simple, cause you're neighbor just decided to come back and slammed all the doors on her way back. waking you up (once again). and all you have still now are your sleepy body, your unresolvable problems, a shoebox for a room to live in, so small you're starting to get insane and a fuckin annoying neighbor who is not able for the love of God to close a door like a fuckin civilised human being. im this close 🤏🏼 to get out and just have a fight with this btch and the only thing keeping from it is just my fear of God and also the fact that she's probably 7' feet tall and 4 times my weight