day 14, week 2

this week was a little all over the place i kind of just gave up and existed most of the time, i did get to go on a walk with my 2 friends and saturday me and my other friend went out to the mall. i’m officially assistant manager for stage crew next year, which is extremely exciting and scary. i’m afraid it will cause some sort of drama between people, but i will have to deal with that when the time comes. day 1 of metallica was friday i missed the first to bands which was kind of sad, i didn’t really care about ice nine kills, but i did really want to see limp bizkit. it was because of the traffic but it’s ok i made it on time for metallica which was very fun. today is suicidal tendencies, pantera, and metallica obviously. so yeah i did stuff this week, but was more living in the moment, next week is gonna be a lot of studying for finals which means i’m finally at the last week of school and i only have 3 days of school too. monday we have off because of memorial day and friday is the start of finals but i don’t have any finals that day so i don’t have to come in. ignore the fact that i’m basically using my blog as a public digital diary, but i’m trying what i can to heal from everything right now. i’m still searching for a psychiatrist, but again once summer comes i think i’ll feel a lot better.