dairy entry 24/05/25

hello everyone,

im starting a little series where i write little dairy entires about my day...

i hope this will turn out as something fun and relatible for everyone

today i had a srs fun day, i overslept (like i usually do on weekends) and woke up at around noon, i had the craziest dream ever... i dremt of a like texas chainsaw massacre scenario where there was a killer and me and some of my friends were stuck in a lakehouse somewhere in southen usa... i woke up with my heart beating so fast from all the excitment... is it normal to dream of such aggresive things? i heard somewhere that all dreams tell us a lot about ourselves and im kind of wondering what it all ment now... or maybe i should just stop overthinking stuff like these

my 1st meal was lunch and my dad made some homemade pizza, it was AMAZING... dad and i arent exactly good with eachother, a lot happened between us in the past, but today he was so kind to me, i think hes genuenlly trying to be closer with me and im really happy about that

later that day i went to buy myself a skateboard with the money i made from my part time job, i always wanted to skate and now that some of my friends started 2 i finally have someone to do that with!! i just hope no one will call me a poser in the skatepark :,)

speaking of which... why do we choose to hate so much? i think about that a lot... we call eachother posers, retardas, faggots... is it really that hard to just appriciate other human beings? maybe if we all didnt base our opinions on hate we could love eachother more... we could be better people who arent scared of judgement... im not saying there shouldnt be judgement... that would be chaotic 2... but i hope yall know what i mean...

anyhow... after i got my skate i... and you wouldnt believe it... went skating with my friends, i learnt how to make an ollie today !! im so proud of myself lol... in the end i put on my headphones, played some cocteau twins back and just felt so.... free... yk... like nothing can stop me... like everything around me isnt fineite anymore... like this moment will last forever... i like the idea of eternal peace... its really awesome

anyways now im here, in my bed, writing this, hoping someone out there thinks the same as me and that they will feel a little bit less lonely reading this

have a good one everyone !! good day/night !!