wow...

I just graduated high school yesterday and omg. it was stressful and scary and emotional.

I came to the practice WAY too early and same with the actual graduation. in fact, i got there too early to the graduation so early that ANOTHER school was still graduating. i cried because i was embarrassed, but eventually mine started. honestly im still so exhausted and dazed, it all happened so slow yet so fast. one moment i was in english just WAITING for the clock to strike 2:00, the next i was walking across that stage. i didnt think i would live long enough to graduate honestly. a lot of scary and upsetting, as well as happy and life-changing things have happened to me over the past 4 years, and now its over. im not sure exactly where im gonna go from here, but what i do know is that whatever i do, no matter where i go or what i have planned, i wont ever really be alone. it took a lot of learning, growing, and trust to finally figure that out.

i wanna especially thank my boyfriend gabriel and my best friend will. they have gotten me thru so so much especially over the past year or so. 

i just wanna say to anyone else graduating this year or even those that are afraid to graduate one day, its gonna be okay. ive realized how much life i have ahead of me. that in actuality, this is just a brand new beginning, and its beautiful.

thank you and congratulations to everybody.