✦ blog 001: static, sunlight, and maybe me

by sn0wbl00d | 24.05.25

okay. hi?
this is weird.

i’ve been lurking on blogs forever, mostly reading other people’s stuff, those who feel a little too much, or not enough at all. sometimes i screenshot their lines and pretend i wrote them. sometimes i delete them after.
but this one’s mine now, i guess.

i’m Mariam, but online i go by sn0wbl00d. it’s not deep. i just liked how it looked. something soft and violent.
i live in New Cairo (which sounds fancy but mostly feels like too many walls and not enough sky), with my aunt and my older brother. my aunt's fine, she works a lot. my brother's... a mystery i live with. we barely talk unless there's food involved or someone forgets to turn off the Wi-Fi.

i go to a school which is international and British and stressful and fake-chill. like, everyone acts like they don’t care about anything but somehow really care about everything.
two days ago someone in econ asked if i was “always this quiet or just mysterious.” i said “maybe both.” (which sounded cooler in my head.)

things i actually care about:
— art that makes me uncomfortable
— mirrors in places they shouldn’t be
— blue hour
— animals that don’t belong in cages
— music
— feeling like falling off a building in slow motion

anyway. this blog isn’t going to be deep all the time. or maybe it will. maybe it’ll just be me dumping my brain here when i can’t sleep. maybe no one will read it. or maybe someone will and feel a little less weird.

either way, hi.
this is me. trying.

~ sn0wbl00d

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