trying this again

so yesterday i freaking wrote like two seprerate blogs and both times I lost like 3 paragraphs and that genuinely pissed me off so good but uhh anyways I haven't posted a blog in 17 days I know because I checked butttttt moving on

hello little ladies it is may 24 2005 and there is only a week left of school which has me doing back flips uh I got my nails done that's nice and fun oh the place I wnt to did my shit wayy better then my old one so I think ill start going with my mom to the new one like I don't mean to shit on the old one but like they messed my shit up multiple times so I just gave up the last time and went to a better place. moving on uhh i finished my testing i got a 3 on my biology and a 4 on my ELA which i was doing backflips after i checked I'm such a boss but i manifested i was gonna pass those and i also tried on them so its a combination of both i failed my math one tho so but uh oh I'm planning on dying my hair red idk if it'll be my whole head or just my front I'm so lazy to do my whole head but ill look so cool, I'm gonna use color oops which smells like ass but it's worth it and I'm just gonna bleach my roots so yeah 

or maybe ill do a light purple cuz I've had purple before but it was dark and just so boring OH NO i just remembered what i wanted to do i wanna do red and purple like ombre that would look so cool and i just think having dyed hair makes me look so fun and stuff i love it 

uh also i was supposed to go to new york in june but my aunt just go her knee surgery so i guess shes like kinda in pain or disabled right now whateverrruhh 🙄🙄🙄 (guys I'm loving my aunt I'm kidding) but well go in thanksgiving which i think is etetr because i can wear my layers but i will be 17 which is kinda worrisome cuz then ill be 18 which is freakybut that's just apart of life.

 OMG ALSO i am never speaking to my fuckass brother again and u probably wonder oh why bonnie what happened, well ivv fuckin tell u what happened so earlier i brok a bowl right big glass bowl and i didn't even mean to like i just opened the cabnet and it fell out and hit the floor and shattered and my brother starts like getting on me talking about oh u idiot like why'd u brake it acting like i broke it on purposelike bro hello it was a accident and i said that and he was still going and he just pissed me off so i continued doing thee dishes as he sat on the counter and waited for me to clean it and then he called me immature and stupid and i was gonna live in a low income house and be a bum all because i broke a glass bowl like hello, so then he jumps off and is like whatever and walks away to i thought just go back to his room and just end it but no he puts shoes on comes back to finish making his food and is like barrading me and calling me a idiot and a r'trd and saying I'm such a failure oh i ruin everything I'm gonna live in a crack house while he's living his good life and I'm saying nothing just letting him talk and saying ok and he's still going and o thought it was done and he starts up again and i let out a sigh cuz god damn bro like i get it shit and he's just this is what you do to ur mother after she gets you two entrees like bro we shared them man and u got 12 dollars worth of pork like bro get off my ass and eventually he goes to his room and I'm on the phone with my friend and i start laughing with her and stuff cuz its funny cuz what r u talking about bro u got that mad over me accidentally breaking a bowl hello.

jeez that's a big paragraph but it just got me so bad but anyways my grades aren't bad i have a F and a D but ill get those up their biology and french and got damn my french teacher is like so stubborn she'll let everything build up and then just grade everything at the deadline and then not take anything else and grades close on the 28 so pray for me guys I'm gonna manifest that i have a B, i also got two new CDs one of three cheers for sweet revenge and welcome to the black parade both by mcr i don't even have a CD player so ill focuz on getting that first but i rlly want a KMFDM cd and jeff buckley one bro I've been listening ti jeff buckley for like two weeks straight his music is so good omg. 

i think that's it tho this is getting long see u later alligators