Nightly Adventures

One of the most freeing things is just driving around late late at night imo, while outdoing so tonight, driving through each little dark crevice of my lame town, I was just thinking about the feeling of it. I felt calm and content a feeling I don't feel often, everyday just feels soo repeative and mundane even when something happens during the day in my head I know it'll just go back to the same boring routine but when driving around in dark and unusual places I just feel like life will be alright. I don't know why I feel that way only during those times, but it's welcoming, I feel like life is worth living. Just seeing a new area during such an ambient time changes me, it leaves me wanting better in life, wanting to experience things, wanting lasting relationships, wanting to bond with people. such strong emotions that I just can't convey through text or speech, and although life goes back to its boring self as I struggle with so much I will think back to these nights and hope and work towards possibly bettering my life, working to understand myself and others better.