ANALISING VOCALOID (kikuo) SONGS P.2

TW: MENTIONS OF RAPE, PED0PH1LIA, ABUSE, INCEST E.T.C READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

Song: Gomenne Gomenne(Tr: I'm sorry I'm sorry) - Kikuo

before I start saying what I THINK the song is about I just have to say this:

I FUCKING HATE THIS SONG. I skip it every single time.

Not because It's a bad song I mean the beat is fire and if you don't understand Japanese/don't know the translated lyrics you can enjoy it just fine. I hate it because of how disturbing it is. It does such a good job at describing how disgusting situations like that are that I just can't listen to it without wanting to throw up.

Now, Let's get to work...

The song talks about a small child(like most Kikuo songs do)(a girl) that lives in an abusive household. In the song only the girl's Brother and father are mentioned so I believe the mother is either dead or genuinely dgaf about what is happening...

With the first lyrics of the song being:

'He opens my ribs and drink my soup'

You don't need long 'till you realize that this is an abusive household. A sexually abusive household with the abusers being the Dad (lyrics: 'I don't think I have any taste but if it makes Papa happy..') and Brother (Lyrics: Big Brother gulps down my amniotic fluid He breaks open my hard stomach and touches the inside).

It also implies that the girl has tried to run away from the dad (Lyrics: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I must be a bad girl So forgive me, Forgive me, poor little me I'm sorry, Goodbye, I'm a bad girl for running away from Papa I'm sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone who isn't Papa) but either they found her or she returned because maybe she didn't have anyone or anywhere to go or because after years of the abuse she feels depended on them. (Lyrics: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I must be a bad girl So forgive me, Forgive me lonely little me I'm sorry, goodbye, I'm a bad girl for returning to Papa I'm sorry, Forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa). When she did return she got gang r@ped but feels like she deserves this because she ran away in the first place (Lyrics: When he Came home, Papa was with a lot of people they said they had believed I'd return They want to eat my collapsed body until the end That's what they said

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I must be a bad girl So forgive me, Forgive me, poor little me I'm sorry, is it tasty? that's the taste of a warm heart I'm sorry, even though it hurts, my heart is satisfied 

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, i must be a bad girl So forgive me, forgive me, lonely little me I'm sorry, even though it hurts, as long as you eat me and it tastes good I'm happy, goodbye, everyone eat up except for my heart)

anw that's it...(my hands are shaking so much and I wanna cry so bad lol [Venus I'm blaming you for this]) BYEBYE 

tell me which vocaloid song(preferably kikuo I'm obsessed with him) I should do next!!😋😋