Intro I guesss

I feel like it would be easier to archive a lot of my life, memories, and feelings by just making a public little corner for myself so here goes nothing lmfao(apologies for spelling)

My name is Smol! I'm a pretty alternative 21yo that's navigating her life lol.

Let's do fun facts about me;

• Besides being a loser, I'm really into art and creative mediums; however, I mostly draw
  (not as frequently putting out pieces compared to when I was 12, though, lmao). 
  
  
• My brain definitely falls under the neurodivergent umbrella, cause I've never felt or functioned like lots of folks apparently, but I only found this out when I was 13(lmfao).
  
  
• I absolutely adore anime, manga, movies, games, and music.
  (my profile has my favorites)
  
  
• Im a hella big loser
  
  
• I grew up with YTers like Stampylongnose, Aphmau, DanTDM, Ihasacupquake, so many more and just overall grew with Youtube in my formative years(Obviously xD).
  Aphmau is actually the reason why I was able to meet my besties!! The first I met on Google Plus in a Aarmau Community. The other I met on my 10u Rec Softball team; we had a lot in common from the jump, but MCD was the icebreaker(good memories :'p). Now I'm locked in for life with them basically(thanks Jess).  
  
  
• I really love Nintendo IPs, but also love other series like KH, Sonic, and whatever else I remember abt
  In splatoon, my usual go-to main is a Tentatek Splattershot
  
  
• HUGE Pompompurin fan, but my 2nd fav is Wish me Mell :D
  
  
• I think this speaks for itself
  
  
• I've only been in ONE relationship(and it lasted for 6yrs)
  
  
• Love a lot of things considered "Macabre"
  Ive always liked TV shows&Movies like "The Munsters", the Adams Family movies, "Adventures of Grim and Mandy" and ofc Monster High related anything when I was little(ghoulia my beloved), hell my mom was a damn mortician for a good period of my life so I was never really afraid of death so to speak lol. As I got older, and was more on the internet, I started getting way more into alternative fashion & culture, especially the history around it all. I really wanted to get more into it as I reached middle school, and luckily, I was even able to take a gothic literature class in 8th grade! It just really allowed me to blossom and explore my feelings on a deeper level of understanding, especially with the way authors like Edgar Allen Poe or Mary Shelley handle their works(not to be corny or whtevr, but I actually got sent to a mental hospital for a checkup thanks to an assignment I did in the class, funnily enough). I'm only just now making my way into the goth subculture, and I'm absolutely loving it. I feel like I've finally found myself after so long of walking slowly down the path, and now I'm just trying to enjoy the rest of the walk y'know. 
  
  
• I LOVE SCIENCE RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
  I'm a major in Biochem, and I'm planning to (hopefully) get into dermatology or dentistry :]
  
  
• Did I mention I'm a loser??
  as a matter of fact heres my little character summary things from quizzes i find around the web lol(ill come back and add more of these when i can)
  
  
   
  
  

Okay, there's other things I think I should put here but I'm tired and I'll yap about it at some other blog point and time so ill stop here, but its not an introduction without some pics so here's Crusty ol' me (slightly edited for a cute filter looking vibe obv)

Sorry for the jumpscare LOL idk how to make images smaller