day six ><

HI GUYS

technically its day 7 because its 3am and I can't sleep but who cares

the guy I was talking to has made a new account and keeps messaging me on all my socials. sir leave me alone please. I saw ur pp. I dont wanna see it again 

anyways yeah I may have made a BIG mistake today, hence why I am awake at exactly 3:24AM

I was told bye the doctor that my stomach is gonna be a bit sensitive for the next few days and I was like okay fire

and I also have stomach ulcers and like 5 different allergies and intolerances (lactose, gluten, oat, white fish allergy and celery allergy - I am aware that this is NOT normal however I am a white European girl so I guess its what I deserve for my ancestors wrongdoings because im #English and Portuguese) anyways (that was also a joke I hope everyone got it) so like I understand what having a constantly upset stomach / gut biome is like 

BUT OH MY GOD I FEEL SO NAUSEOUS RIGHT NOW 

I think im hungry lowk because I difnt have any breakfast and ive only had like 6 pieces of salmon sushi, half a raspberry sorbet and 2 Pepsi maxes today (I understand this is bad but I have no appetite right now) but I feel like im gonna throw up and its not fire at all :(

so im gonna try and sleep after this and then pray I make it to the morning to eat something

I won't be able to update over the weekend guys im gonna miss you all

im visiting family friends for preparations for their wedding in June - ive never been to a wedding before so im excitedddd

ive got a blue dress, its dark blue with white flowers on it. Im actually a flower girl because these family friends are my godparents, so the bride had to approve my dress. im quite short (5 foot 2) and it's a little long so one ordered some heels. they're like sandal heels, wedge ones? idk if im describing them well honestly. I need to buy some jewellery, I dont have much that can go honestly. 

the one thing im annoyed about is the fact that I have to take my nose hoop out for the wedding and put a stud in, because YES I HAVE MY NOSE PIERCED BECAUSE IM COOL.

this is so random but my and one of my bsfs went to get our noses pierced together and I went first because Im the type of girl to just face things and want to get it over and done with. I let out the most EMBARRASSING, STUPID WHIMPER WHEN THE NEEDLE WENT IN BECAUSE IT HURT.

I only know this because my friends recorded it, I didn't even REALISE I DID IT OH MY GOSHVGYCFUTXDRYTFIUGHBJVG

im mortified honestly im going myself second hand embarrassment rn. it was pathetic. and I mean pathetic. like "nghmhhhhh" type whimper but like really high pitched 

the guy who pierced me has done all my piercings and all my mom and sisters piercings so I dont think he really cared lol. hes been doing it since I was like 14 and im mow 17 and I see him at least every six months lol

speaking of piercings, do any of u guys have piercings? I have 3 lobe piercings on each ear, my nose, my helix and forward conch on my right ear, my a hidden helix and a flat on my left ear, and I used to have my septum and my bellybutton dine too but I tool them both out because they were lowk annoying me....

ANYWAYS I need to try and sleep 

luv you guys endlessly, THANK YOU FOR CHECKING UP ON ME EVERYONE WHO DID I LUV YOU GUYS MOST!!!!

good nightttttt

evevevie